Sadd….
Well. This is for you . Read it .
I mean what i said on the phone . You hurt me once, and this time , again . I’m tired….. I cannot take it anymoreee.. I admit , i’m jealous. But i’m a normal girl you know , Imagine i keep saying about boys infront of you ? And i don’t know what you tell me is the truth a not . I feel that i can’t trust you anymore . I can’t help it . Really . You almost made me shed my first tear of 2009 for you . You can because of friends do this and that, why can’t you do it for me ? I know i’m a selfish to say this, but i still want to say. Now, i’m letting you decide what you want to do with our relationship . But i can tell you, it’s difficult to be your girlfriend . Now i ask you . Do you enjoy being my boyfriend ? My heart is not open for u guys to shatter it you know . Why does this always happen ? Once bitten, twice shy . Haix . Stop lying to me anymore . The truth is better when you tell me . Not when i find it out . Truth are always hurtful , but i feel more comforted if you choose to tell me the truth , at least i know , you are true to me . Now hearing what you say to me, i don’t know which one to believe . To you , am i just someone that you can push away anytime ? like when you need me you talk to me and stuff, and when you don’t you just push me away ? I’m not a ball , for goodness sake. I’m seriously tireddd. This is the first time i’m indecisive .. I don’t want to continue already . No mood .
End off with a song , Crush by David Archuleta .
David Archuleta - Crush.mp3 -
I hung up the phone tonight
Something happened for the first time deep inside
It was a rush, what a rush
'Cause the possibility
That you would ever feel the same way about me
It's just too much, just too much
Why do I keep running from the truth?
All I ever think about is you
You got me hypnotized, so mesmerized
And I've just got to know
Do you ever think when you're all alone
All that we can be, where this thing can go?
Am I crazy or falling in love?
Is it real or just another crush?
Do you catch a breath when I look at you?
Are you holding back like the way I do?
'Cause I'm trying and trying to walk away
But I know this crush ain't goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy
Goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy
Has it ever crossed your mind
When we're hanging, spending time girl, are we just friends?
Is there more, is there more?
See it's a chance we've gotta take
'Cause I believe that we can make this into something that will last
Last forever, forever
Do you ever think when you're all alone
All that we can be, where this thing can go?
Am I crazy or falling in love?
Is it real or just another crush?
Do you catch a breath when I look at you?
Are you holding back like the way I do?
'Cause I'm trying and trying to walk away
But I know this crush ain't goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy
Goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy
Why do I keep running from the truth?
All I ever think about is you
You got me hypnotized, so mesmerized
And I've just got to know
Do you ever think when you're all alone
All that we can be, where this thing can go?
Am I crazy or falling in love?
Is it real or just another crush?
Do you catch a breath when I look at you?
Are you holding back like the way I do?
'Cause I'm trying and trying to walk away
But I know this crush ain't goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy
This crush ain't goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy
Goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy
Goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy
Goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy
